Long Lost Post....

Hi everyone...

Wow its been so long since my last post.....
Hmmm..... BTW, well most of my posts are only
my rants about things that happened to me or whatever
So, I would like to start a new BLOG!

I'm not sure when but I will >I TRY<

So Heart Of Everything.. So Long and Goodbye

One door close the other one will open
I will definately make it open!

Birdy...

It was a good play but honestly the acting is all too bad… Some characters did stand out especially the young Birdy. He is simply the one that we should be focus on for he is a great actor..someday maybe. The older Al is so full of anger the all the things that come out from his mouth is anger, it’s the anger vibe you feel and none other even when there is some scene that suppose to be quite soft. I’m just lost sometime with this character.

Birdy was saved by the music which to me sounds like a score which is great and not to forget the cello player is doing a very awesome job in bringing the mood to the audiences. Some scenes need to be more emotions. The battle of the dialogues is nice but should be much clearer because all I can hear was shouting and quite hard to understand what the characters are saying… The monologue is perfectly done and nice. The memories song is nice and should be sung in nicer and more melodramatic kind of way to lullaby the audiences. The idea of reminiscence in-between the scenes is nicely done but in some parts it seem that the story kind of lost and the connection just snapped between the play and people who are watching.

All and all the storyline is very interesting! It could be made a novel or short film (or if it is from a novel, I’m sorry because I didn’t know since I didn’t read the synopsis).  Touching storyline, tales of two best friends and nice score just make it happen. Work on the acting skills and show more emotions instead of action and I think it would be a whole lot nicer.

Stand My Ground!!!! motherfucker!

Don't know whats happening with me??

Adly, get a grip and be strong..

You don't have to fall and broken

Shattered to pieces and got blown away by the gust...

I'm sorry

This is so sudden and I can't really take it anymore

But I had to muster all my courage and live with it!

That is what you are whether you like it or not!

Deal with it motherfucker!

Face it! Stand my ground!

But why it has to be this way?

Why can't i just lead a normal life?

Do I feel sad? Rejected? Disgrace?

I don't know...

Mama, I'm so sorry...

Sorry that it has to be this way...

Sorry for everything that happen...

I need you now more than ever

I need you to just love me whatever the cost is

I need you by my side...

ps: glad and sorry...~

Shed Some Lights In My Life

My life have been real dull and dark
Some friends of mine did ask why am I so emo?
Well, I don't know...Something that happen in the past may be the cause of it
But honestly I really do want to change my life
I want to live like all those happy people around me
I want to enjoy life to the fullest

So please I need some guidance to guide me
To actually tell me what's wrong and what's right
To really hold my hands and show me the correct path
Life already hard as it is and I intend to turn it around

So please help me
I really want it
To enjoy...

;)

WHAT LIES BENEATH

TARJA
UNTIL MY LAST BREATH


Cannot Cry It Loud Enough
I'm Giving Up This Ghost
How Can I Still Justify
When You Deny My Voice
In This Nothing I'm Not Allowed
I Just Follow Alone
Words As Weapons Without A Sound
Echoes Dying Unborn

Until My Last Breath
You'll Never Know
Until You Feel The Silence
When I Am Gone
Now It's Vanishing... Aaah
Everything... Aaah
What We Might Have Been
Only Now You Prays... Aaah
Call My Name... Aaah
But You Won't See Again

Who Can Change This Memory
Inside It Needs To Burn
Worship By The Enemy
The Guilty Take Their Turns
Watching As It's Disappearing
Shadows All That Remain
Wishes Slowly Crossing Over
In This Parade Of Pain

Until My Last Breath
You'll Never Know
Until You Feel The Silence
When I Am Gone
Now It's Vanishing... Aaah
Everything... Aaah
What We Might Have Been
Only Now You Prays... Aaah
Call My Name... Aaah
But You Won't See Again

Hidden Treasure

Yesterday I was cleaning up my room and did some 

inner-soul searching too [crap]

And I found some of my old writing stuffs..

Some poems that I wrote, some lyrics that I'm trying to wrote..

So, I going to post the lyrics that I wrote but please understand that I'm not a songwriter so the lyrics

may be off a bit...

Here it goes... [I still don't figure out the song tittle yet, any suggestion?]

When The Sun Shines

Brightly Through My Window

I Woke Up Feeling Sad

'Bout What Happen Last Night

We Were Talking, We Were Laughing

Having So Much Fun Together

Suddenly The World Stop Spinning

Everything Fall Apart And Falter

Reality Come Crushing In My Mind

Flowing In Waves After Waves

I Finally Realise It All Just A Lie

Had To Stand Up And Face The Truth

And I've Learned To Let It Go

Trying To Forget It All

To Move On With My Live, My Paradise

And I've Learned To Push It All

Push It All Away And Away

Take A Step Forward, Never Look Back

-Finally I've Learned To Let Go...

No More Smiles, No More Laughters

You Played With My Feeling Forever

Damn You Left Me Hanging There

But Now I'm Stronger More Than Ever

How Can We Live In The World Without This...

Whale Shark

Giant Kelp

Hawkbill Turtle

Bearded Artic Seal

Great White Shark

Red Kelp Crab

Can we really survive without all this?
Imagine the lost of great white, we will have an enormous amount of unwanted fishes because the one on the top of food chain is gone...
Always use soap? facial washes? got oily skin? then kelp is the solution...
Seals, turtles and any other magnificent creatures such as the whale shark will be gone and lost forever
The information that we humans can gain from studying their life's cycles are so valuables!!
Some of these animals depend on each other for survival... The red kelp crab will be gone when the kelp which is one of their food source and their home is vanish...

So think about what YOU can do on your part. Seafood, chose wisely...

I also want to say a bit about tigers in the world, if you think that tiger's fur is nice, leopard's fur is classy, please STOP!

Remember when the buying stop, The killing can too.